El-Kizai notes

image credit: 1001font In the depth of darkness,  The scattered mind, Sometimes I'm trying to ask myself "Is it right?" "Is it wrong if I'm doing it?" "Am I that brave to do it ?" "Am I really worth to get it?" Time goes by, But those questions still there, Ignored, Remain unanswered. I try to look forward,  Convincing myself, "It's okay, just hold on and moving forward" "Maybe you'll find your answer one day" Day by day,  Month by month, Year by year, Those questions still there, Ignored, Remain unanswered. Once again, I repeat myself, "It's okay, maybe not now... another future awaits" Saying this thing over and over again while waiting... Those nonanswer questions. (c) Yogyakarta, 2019 August 25th

image credit : http://ourlittleescapades.com/2015/04/word-week-calm/ Tenanglah, Sebab apa yang terburu-buru, pastilah tak rupawan hasilnya, Sebab yang terburu-buru, boleh jadi ialah petaka di akhirnya, Sebab apa saja yang terburu-buru, mungkin saja ialah perangkap lautan prasangka. Tenanglah, Karena hati tidak bisa dipaksa, Karena hati butuh ruang untuk bersua, Karena hati butuh waktu tuk menyembuh luka, Pun karena hati butuh kesiapan tuk kembali membuka. Tenanglah, Tak usah memaksakan rasa, Sebab rasa tak begitu saja muncul tetiba, Pun rasa dapat begitu saja mengubah asa, Jika rasa tak murni menghadap Sang Pemilik Rasa Manusia. T . E . N . A . N . G .  ~26 April 2017